Wednesday, May 27, 2009

My awesome boyfriend Kevin

Kicking things up a notch - it's time for happier topics, like my awesome boyfriend. I have completely fallen head over heels in love with this man, and it was purely by ACCIDENT! Don't you just love those happy fairy tales? We have one of those!! He is so great.. I can't stop talking about him or thinking about him. He has completely revived my life. I felt 60 years old in a 30 year old body for the longest time.. but now I feel like I can live again. We have so many shared interests - so many in fact, that I am just beaming!! Omg! You mean I can actually have fun with my life now, and SHARE my enthusiasm with another person?!? It was what I had always wanted in my significant other, but never really was able to find! Why it was so hard for me or why it took so long.. I don't know!!! But I'm soooo thankful now that I have found him, and he has found me! We found and rescued EACH OTHER!

It's so crazy and strange how life can be sometimes.. how you can stay with somebody for so long and figure that this is the best you can do, and that you probably won't find anything better. I truly believed that for years!!! WHY!?! WHY should you settle for something? I think back now to all the previous relationships I had.. and if I would have just settled, I would have been completely miserable!! THANK GOD I waited to get married!! I HAD to wait.. some people are lucky and find their true loves immediately and get married, but not me. God wasn't ready for me yet to find my true love. Maybe he wanted me to find myself first? :)


Kevin, you are amazing. I love you for everything that you are and how you make me feel each and every day. I can't even put into words how I feel about you, but I hope you know that I love you very, very much. Thank you sweetheart. xoxoxoxo

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