Jeep Jeep Jeep!

I tried going to bed about 2 hours ago and couldn't, so I'm just going to write in my blog for a bit. I took a vicodin for my back expecting to pass out already, but I think my body is getting used to pain pills. That and they don't work entirely all that well.. I mean they dull the pain a lot but my back is still hurting and probably will for awhile. Wheeling yesterday probably wasn't the smartest idea for my back either, but well.. it's one of those "gotta go do" type of things. :) I had so much fun!!! Kevin, me, Nick, his girlfriend Heather, Reed, Kevin M, and Cory all went to Kansas Rocks, a 4-wheeling park about 2 hours south of here. It was my first time there and MUDDY as hell! Everyone drives without doors so there was mud everywhere. I ended up getting in a mud fight with Kevin M too, who almost pushed me into a huge mud puddle! My bf Kevin grabbed me just in time but then I went chasing off after Kevin M and smeared his shirt good with a handful of mud. We consisently did that to each other throughout the day lol. He got me good in my ear and I got him accidently in the nuts. By days end, both Kevin M. and I were the muddiest ones of all LOL it was so funny. Then we went to Buffalo Wild Wings afterwards all looking like shit and stinking, but no one seemed to notice!! haha!! It was just a perfect day. It's so cool too that Kevin's friends all adore me... and I love them too! They are such a great group of guys.. really down to earth and sweet (even though they try to act like hardasses - yeah I can see RIGHT through them hehe). One of the better parts of the day was when Reed turned to me and said, "I feel like you're the little sister I never had." Aww!!! I could have hugged him right then and there, but I didn't because I know while you're Jeepin, you're in the zone. The man zone I guess you can call it. But I did call out to Reed later and tell him that we are officially brother and sister now, and he said "OK!"... hehe.. it was just awesome. I feel like all of these guys are part of my family now. :) Pretty cool, how I feel closer to my friends here in KS/MO then I ever have with any of my friends in CA. The people here are just nicer and care more about others. Generally speaking of course.

I still haven't taken my Jeep out, and after KS Rocks I doubt I would want to. I can't fix my own Jeep and I would really have a heart attack if anything happened to it. And I don't like the idea of "honey please fix this" or "help me I'm a helpless female" either. Plus I keep getting flashbacks of doing endos back in the day when I used to dirt bike ride. I SUCKED at dirt bike riding.. always crashing and shit.. Soooo I am probably going to stay a passenger. Which is totally fine, but I know I'm going to get a lot of crap for it in the club. I get a lot of crap now for not wheelin but I don't care. To each his own, right? I don't have to wheel to be cool. :) People that wheel are cool though. :)

"I'm in it for the ride, baby." I should get a t-shirt. Seriously though - just riding along with the guys and admiring all the scenary and flowers and trees... and camping and all of that fun stuff.. well... is just perfect. It brings me back to when I was in college and always camping and having fun with my friends. All the laughter and jokes and late night drinking around the campfire.. yeah.. pure bliss. And sharing these moments with my boyfriend, well, I'll just put it this way... I'm a lucky girl. :D